Last night I was reading a book and I came upon this quote. It describes exactly how I have been feeling. It is from a book that was written in German. Titled: Self's Deception by Bernhard Schlink and translated by Peter Constantine. It is a mystery novel. I was deeply affected by these words as if they came from my own heart:
"But what really preoccupied me that weekend was my wanderlust and homesickness.
Wanderlust is the longing for a new country that we don't yet know, and homesickness is a longing for an old country that we no longer know, even if we think we do.
Why do I have this longing for the unknown? What do I want--to leave or to return?"
Those words totally capture how I have been feeling here. I change my mind everyday, stay or leave? Great writing. Wish I could write like that.