I am sorry that you are not interested or able to do much. I wanted to let you know that possibly you are "clinically depressed". I had back surgery, it went well, it was not near as bad as I had anticipated. After surgery, I was having a hard time with tears and loosing interest. Finally I had a melt down one day. My Hubby took me to my good MD. The Dr said that it was not usual for you to have depression following Surgery or a bad illness like yours. He gave me anti depressants and within a week, I felt like a new person. The Dr said to take them for 6 months. I am not sure if you can get them without a prescription in Mexico. If I were you, I would try them.
Thank you for your concern. I have good days and bad days. ANd possibly you are right. It takes time to get back to normal after being so sick. P